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Mon, 03 Oct 2005 17:23:29 +0200

These days I was finding some articles in English about Chinese Culture for my friend Jacob.

ha, but nothing turns out. In fact I can't really get any article writing in English about Chinese. :(" class="middle" border="0">

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White Flag Lyrics* --Dido

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:18:02 +0200

White Flag Lyrics

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well i'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left to much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "its over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

But I will go down with this ship
And I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tounge
And you will think
That I've moved on....

but I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

A song really touches me.
And in fact is the suituation I am now.

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AL

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:15:54 +0200

Public examination is coming.
Work harder and harder.
In fact, I even haven't finished 5% of the books.
haha, don't understand how can I attend the exam

work hard little stupid boy** !!

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chances

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:11:35 +0200

Can I have one ?

In fact, don't wanna to discuss this topic again and again.

Enjoy what the life is.
sad***
haha, contradiction.

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White Flag

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:04:38 +0200

**There will be no white flag above my door
I'm luv , and always will be**

Yes, its hard and unafordable

but still, I will go though and enjoy my life.

luv myself**

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Today*

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 05:01:46 +0200

now I am have an oral lesson in the computer room that using computers to have a group discussion.
ha, I am just typing xanga and blog.

hope everything won't go asides again
ya, I like school life

Yesterday I had a lesson talking with Jacob.
In fact, just chatting.
He and his cohabit girlfriend are going to have a vocation in China to 桂林. It's really fantastic.
I would like to go with them too.
In fact, just wanna to see his girlfriend. KEKE

Maybe next week I will go Tin Hou to meet him
cause I may go to Tin Hou to visit the Tim Hou tempo for my chinese culture project.

........

These days really a hardship for me.
But really hope that everything got to normal again.

Also, I lost my mood on playing, happying , hanging with friends course so many works are waiting for me and just feel that time is running out.

Half an year to go.
Hope I will get back to normal in a short time.

.....

luv Jacob**
keke

in fact, afraid that I may really love him""
haha
but he is really a great guy
nice characters, nice position , nice appearing..
haha

Today Angel jokes that she will bit down his girlfriend.
haha
just gave her a smile.

.......

I am really hungry now.

.......

luv myself**

.......

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Luv**

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 07:48:59 +0200

Luv...will never ends*

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Fix you

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 13:56:45 +0200

Fix you

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And i Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And i
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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Coldplay***

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 13:45:55 +0200

Love***
especial "Fix you"..

Although they are many America media's beloved.
But still, they can be a great band because they have powers to let everyone to be addicted.**

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Crazy Day

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 17:43:32 +0200

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A new session***

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 12:15:19 +0200

sleepy day***
new acedemic year starts

ZzzZzZzZzZzZz

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Lovely HK

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 18:20:55 +0200

every place has its own charming & attractive
just like everybody

relax~~HongKongers..

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Bad tempered

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 17:44:32 +0200

Recently, got a real bad bad bad temper.

I really have to take a rest morally. (..XD..)
In fact, something that I really worried seems to be appearing. I am so afraid. Jesus please help me.

Maybe I have to control myself more as Amber said. (when facing...someone ) Really bad days. I know someone's temper , and also myself's too. So from now on , I know how I should act.

Hope everyone a happy day. >>For Everyday

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Well...know more? do more?

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 13:31:18 +0200

Um...
if really have to choose, will you choose to know more ? or less? probably I will choose to know more. But, both choices are painful.Today I got that feeling, after I chose to know more . Really a bad feeling.

if really have to choose , what will you choose between do more or less? Today I chose to do more. But still , suffered from my own choice.

Todays experience really confused me. Do more not means that you will get more what you want to get . Know more even hurt youself more.

Hard to choose**
feeling bad..

(in fact don't know what I am talking about. Not really understand myself.)

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everyone's mask

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 06:13:42 +0200

Now I supposed to be at school attending the history tutor class but I don't and stay home with laziness . Clicking wherever on the internet, looking at clothes , playing games. Well, meaningful" life. I saw a post on justaface's blog , which I think is meaningful. He talks about something like profile. I just think of a question, isn't also we wear masks in our real life, although we can't "pretend" to be a 84 year-old "little guy". May not be relevant to his post, still question comes out.

No doubt to the question . Draw an invisible line to seperate yourself from the others or avoid being in touch with them , everyone does and so do I. The line with evil, mask with fiction . What a horrible fact.

Age and Sex can mean a lot and can mean nothing if they are only someone's mask. Everything can means or doesn't means , depends on you attitude towards the others.

Justaface 's english is higher level than mine. Not totally understand his passages. Wanna to be better in english.

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Blog.co.uk vs xanga.com

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 05:16:10 +0200

ha
in fact , both are good. xanga is more convenient but i found the blog is more "friendliness" . And also blog gives me a feeling that it's more safety to type my own words. Maybe its more professsional (the feel) , and maybe it's in english.

Before using xanga and blogs , i have already tried some internet diary. But it still cannot give me a feeling of real diary. Some says diary should be on your own, collection of your feelings during your life. But an online diary is far away from that. It only like a chat room. Writing for me is a hard thing . Without preseverance , I haven't finish even one the diary book which my parents starts to ergue me to do it when i was a　bloke(learnt this word from justaface..haha ).

Many memeories should be dropped down , but in the end they didn't , even not a word.

Should I regard online diarys as a relialbe thing ? I don't know. Maybe I will start a diary and take it serious after A-Level.

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Mr. Kai

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 18:00:54 +0200

well~
kai sir really is a good teacher.
But far more important is , he is also a good friend.

yes, i really enjoy his lesson, starting to enjoy chinese history , knowing what is learning , knowing what king of person will be respect much by the others, knowing what is put my work into my interest , all of these are his credits.

after all , i do think that joining Pool Tun, to be a member of 6B is really my pleasure, and somehow i really enjoy .

In fact , really have to thank all the 6Bers and the teachers i loved, although i don't know much teachers.

Also thanks for some really important friends in Pool Tun , like amber, just like my sister ,KEKE.

In Pool Tun , i got some really good friends , like nat , fee , yammy , kay , realheart , amber etc. Still, i learnt a lot from my friends, even some not really close friends.

maybe it's not the time to say something like that, but i really got a strong feeling in these times. Maybe start noticing my study life is going away so i become more treasure .

love you all**

apart from that, thanks for bringing me love with natalie, although there are many problems . But i know that what's called "love", experiencing "love" .

thanks god***

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poor english

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 17:44:11 +0200

haha
I just read my blogs entered before again.
what a poor english !!
Better practise more**

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News of travis

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 16:59:08 +0200

Travis: Singles bookmarks the end of one era and the start of another for one of the UK's most popular bands. It's been a remarkable journey so far. Signed in 1996 and now eight years later Travis have amassed four top 10 albums in the UK (including two number one albums), three Brit Awards, an Ivor Novello , several sold out tours across the US, they headlined the Glastonbury, Reading, T In The Park & V Festivals, triumphed over adversity in the wake of Neil Primrose's near fatal accident , and have been lauded by critics worldwide and embraced by their fans as the everyman's band; and amidst all this have gone on to sell over 8 million records worldwide.

Travis: Singles, a collection of all their singles to date, plus an accompanying DVD are both set for release on November 2. The album features a recently recorded brand new track, "Walking In The Sun," a slice of breezy melodic pop. The track was produced and mixed by long time collaborators Mike Hedges and Nigel Godrich. The accompanying DVD is another must have for Travis fans. It includes all the band's videos, unseen footage, home videos, live footage and Fran & Dougie's spellbinding rendition of "Hit Me Baby One More Time" from VH1's Storytellers.

The band is currently in the studio working on their fifth album, the follow up to 12 Memories, due for release next year.

.............

yes!!
I just thought of the album "Single" is the last album for them.
when I read the first two sentences, sadness comes up couse I think that it is noticing the end of their journey in the music . So afraid that another "Suede" comes out. Really don't want them to seperate. Because
Travis is Travis . No others can replace them.

............

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something about brave

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 16:47:12 +0200

you know, some says "brave" means nothing scared
but, today when i was in the toilet, i read the "Reader's Digest" which there is an article interviewing Rudolph Giuliani , the previous mayor of New York City.

He is one of those i most appriciate peolpe.
You know, when just after 911 attack, he led the americans escaping from collaping .

That article interviewing him really means a lot to me.
leadship, braveness can be easily found on him.

The interviewee asked him after noticing the 911 attack , what is the first thing he thought about.
The answer, to me , is a little bit dissapointed .
He said , he though of the last conversation with his father,who suffered from the last phase cancer .
His father treated him severely when he was small.
His father always lay emphasis on brave , sense of justice .

In that last conversation, he asked his father what and wheather he had afraied of (anything) .His father said "I always afraied, " ,"but when you are scaring and you can still upright and unafraid going towards , this is called brave."

To me, there really a shocking. You know, facing AL , facing problems with interpersonal relationship , full of anxiety, full of frustation , this can really be a big encouragement.

In chinese , there is a wise phrase "勇者無懼" . After reading that article , i think to be a 勇者, not means that everything you must not to afraid of . As Giuliani's father's words mentioned in another part of that article, not afraiding of everything is a straight people , but if you can still be upright and unafraid, you can be called a real brave man.

This article , named "The bravest man", is really meaningful. Telling the story of the previous mayor of NY , telling us what really means "brave".

You know , thats why i really interested in autobiograghy.i know that Giuliani got one in store now.

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You know what?

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 15:40:19 +0200

god these few days got really bad luck it's just...i can't explain it by any words because even me myself can't tell

she is a lovely girl no doubt about that but don't know how to be a girlfriend i hate her attuide towards me when everytime we have different opinions she is so cool as not caring me

i don't really feel any care to me from her but still i love her my loneliness , sadness comes maybe because i'm blaming myself for not being a good boyfriend ,but not the others

in fact i am thinking of that if i am treating too hard to the others i don't like the feeling in this few days it's hard and to me .. it's hard to solve the problem

don't know wheather she thinks this is a problem (that she don't care me so much) but to me ... it is problems which are created by myself come up i don't have mood to talk with her or even to do anything

love her but also dislike some part of her personility

still this is what called "love"

hope someone can help saving me from dropping in to this deep deep pool.. maybe i can swim...but i do not swim well shouting"need help"..although i can swim

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