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in fact , both are good. xanga is more convenient but i found the blog is more "friendliness" . And also blog gives me a feeling that it's more safety to type my own words. Maybe its more professsional (the feel) , and maybe it's in english.

Before using xanga and blogs , i have already tried some internet diary. But it still cannot give me a feeling of real diary. Some says diary should be on your own, collection of your feelings during your life. But an online diary is far away from that. It only like a chat room. Writing for me is a hard thing . Without preseverance , I haven't finish even one the diary book which my parents starts to ergue me to do it when i was a bloke(learnt this word from justaface..haha ).

Many memeories should be dropped down , but in the end they didn't , even not a word.

Should I regard online diarys as a relialbe thing ? I don't know. Maybe I will start a diary and take it serious after A-Level.