god these few days got really bad luck it's just...i can't explain it by any words because even me myself can't tell
she is a lovely girl no doubt about that but don't know how to be a girlfriend i hate her attuide towards me when everytime we have different opinions she is so cool as not caring me
i don't really feel any care to me from her but still i love her my loneliness , sadness comes maybe because i'm blaming myself for not being a good boyfriend ,but not the others
in fact i am thinking of that if i am treating too hard to the others i don't like the feeling in this few days it's hard and to me .. it's hard to solve the problem
don't know wheather she thinks this is a problem (that she don't care me so much) but to me ... it is problems which are created by myself come up i don't have mood to talk with her or even to do anything
love her but also dislike some part of her personility
still this is what called "love"
hope someone can help saving me from dropping in to this deep deep pool.. maybe i can swim...but i do not swim well shouting"need help"..although i can swim
This may help?
Love is more than a 'feeling', we should try not to rely on our feelings because we are so up and down and sometimes so easily governed by our emotions and circumstances and conditioning.
3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.
1Corinthians 13:3-8
Hope things work out for you.
You sound unhappy.. so far with yourself and situations.. not sure exactly how to encourage you but try not to 'sink' : )
regards Graciousunshines